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What I Want To Say
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when i was a young girl my mother tried telling me
that i would be fine, it’s all in my mind
and now i’m a young boy, i know she was half right
it’s all in my mind, but i’m trying to find
a way to get better without moving forward
in time i will heal
what a shame time’s not real
these pills, pot and drinks are just enough to make me think
that life can go on
if i ask, they’ll make me strong
the bones in my body are cracking under my skin
i want them to know that i’m holding my own and
if i choose to starve this body that i’m so very trapped in
i hope that they see
how it pains me to be
myself
i’d like to think that they’re not in my dreams and
they haven’t drawn blood from the oncoming flood
but i’ve danced and i’ve tip toed on lifelines to test and see
how fragile they are, how foolish on my part
and they always told me that i was something special
but their words all went to waste
and now i’m left with this bad taste
these pills pot and drinks are just enough to make me think
that life can go on
if i ask they’ll make me strong
the bones in my body are cracking under my skin
i want them to know that i’m holding my own and
if i choose to starve this body that i’m so very trapped in
i hope that they see
how it pains me to be
myself
the fact that you don’t
believe that i won’t
is why i must prove you wrong
the bones in my body are cracking under my skin
i want them to know that i’m holding my own and
if i choose to starve this body that i’m so very trapped in
i hope that they see
how it pains me to be
myself
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OLLIE OXYN Highland Charter Township, Michigan
spencer/ollie. 21. trans and trying to save money for top surgery. i play the ukulele.
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